Feeling bad about going on the pull at this festival!!! can anyone help me????? :-(

I met my boyfriend at a festival. Chances are, if you meet anyone there, you will already have one thing in common-shared interest in the same music, its something to talk about at least. A major fault is clearly your attitude, girls don't want guys who doubt themselves, we want confidence and self urance, I know some REALY ugly and nasty guys that have lovely girlfriends, and i just think to my self-why are you with HIM???? You sound like a nice person, but you have to love yourself more. By all means dont lose your sensitivity, who doesnt love a gentleman. As for your mates- f*ck 'em. They dont have you on a lead do they? If you want to go and enjoy the bands, go and enjoy the bands. If you happen to find some female company, well there you go, but your mates cant expect to dictate your weekend. Dont let anything tear you apart. I never thought I would get a boyfriend, but i did, and he is good for me. You will find someone good for you. eventualy :) Dont think about it so much, love every day as it pes, and she will waltz into your life, the good ones are always late! lol! The more you go out and put youself in close proximity to girls, the more likely you will get one. Also, get youself a secret weapon - A girl friend. You can talk to her, go out with her, and she will help you find someone right. My male friends do this often! You sond like a lovely caring person. Good Luck in future dealings wth your mates though.... Man-tarts arent usualy good boyfriend material...